surrounded

i am surrounded

by life i want to 

disappear from

too many shoes

i put in my legs

let the size squeezed them

let the torn scarred them

i am surrounded

by so many life 

unloved 

too many shoes

i walked them straight to the bright places

let the sun through

let the light spot them in dark

i am surrounded

by many shattered pieces

i bend my back

and clean the mess

let my fingers hurt

let myself be trampled

so none get hurt

finally 

i am surrounded 

by emptiness i created

let my life turns to hell

into smokes every man inhale

if i could start over

never i put my legs through the shoes

let the size squeezed them in

let the torn scarred me.