surrounded

i am surrounded

by life i want to 

disappear from

too many shoes

i put in my legs

let the size squeezed them

let the torn scarred them

i am surrounded

by so many life 

unloved 

too many shoes

i walked them straight to the bright places

let the sun through

let the light spot them in dark

i am surrounded

by many shattered pieces

i bend my back

and clean the mess

let my fingers hurt

let myself be trampled

so none get hurt

finally 

i am surrounded 

by emptiness i created

let my life turns to hell

into smokes every man inhale

if i could start over

never i put my legs through the shoes

let the size squeezed them in

let the torn scarred me.

harini ler

 so today, I'm still sick and berehat kat rumah while all my friends are at school. idk how to explain my feelings bcs i know they are studying. i hope they miss me HAHAHA tapi apepun i love it dorang haritu video call aku, tanya khabar and aku tengok dorang semua tengah melepek kat dorm atas 'katil' HAHAH atas tilam actually kat lantai. idk im gonna miss them this much! i just hope that one day after we leave this school (for good) i will get to spend time with them again. i will never regret to have them as my friends ever again. aku sayang gilo korang semua. and now aku nak senaraikan la sikit kawan kawan yg muncul kat otak aku selalu :

- najwa -- paling berharap kat aku supaya cepat ambik lesen supaya boleh drive dia keluar jalan jalan • paling lawak la aku rasa antara semua orang, even dengar dia gelak je dah tak tahan • dia sakit tapi nampal tak sakit, dia cover supaya dia tak buat kitorang risau lelebih (i know that girl) • dia nampak je lawak lawak tapi tulisan dia bapak kemas weh HAHAHAHA • pandaiiiiiii senyap senyap dia focus time kelas ko pe tau • suka lemon ais, sejak bila pun taktahu • always marah kalau aku setiap hari beli milo ais, eh bukan marah tapi tak mampu pandang aku sebab takleh brain cane aku telan milo ais setiap hari • sahabat sorga saya • RAPPER SOG •

- aly -- bedmate now till forevah • penyabar orangnya, tak suka cari gaduh tapi cepat makan hati • pandai fikir cara penyelesaian even susah macam mana sekalipun • caring orangnya tapi taknak tunjuk lelebih • tulisan bulat bulat tapi kiut je • semua at muka dia kecik tapi mata n telinga dia besar • jari kaki senget aku harap bakal suami dia take note • dia ni study boleh tapi jangan sembang nanti tak berhenti, lagi lagi kalau dia bosan + takde mood nak study • one of my greatest sahabat sorga • oh dia ni member SOG jugak tapi dia yg stabilizer nya sbb lagi dua susah nak kawal • penggila kpop, sebut je pape semua benda dia tahu dahla multifandom tapi paling setia kepada g-friend • ada adik hensem namanya hadif. sumpah hensem, bokeh target tapi jarak 4 tahun lagi muda emmm nanti la ek • love u 

- misha -- 

aish nanti aku sambung penat taip okbye